wow...that almost made me breathless. its exactly how i feel abotu Justin...but i know we're not meant to be. sometimes i just feel like im not going to find that kind of love again. however, i know that i will find someone who loves me more and we'll have a million more memories like in your entry above. just hold your head high and know that everything happens for a reason! you're a beautiful lady and you have so much going for you! miss you!
wow it was harder to re-read what i wrote than it was to actually write it haha. yeah.. nick is obviously not someone i need in my life if he could pretend like that for so long. oh well. i think a part of me will always be in love with him though, and every memory is going to be compared to those because that was the most perfect time of my life. i miss you too =[.
he didnt fake it. he loved you. when people split up it is often easiest to pretend you never loved them and you just "thought you did." trust me...i tried to pretend i didnt love my husband and recently it really hit me that he was gone. i let him go. i let him walk out my life bc things werent good...but now i see that we could have pushed through that and made it..but its too late. ive never loved anyone like that and sometimes i feel hopeless that i ever will :(
Hey! Just doing some end of the year LJ cleaning, if you're no longer using this journal could you please remove me from your friends list? If you're lurking that's cool, just lemme know and I'll add you back.
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