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i can count my real-honest-to-goodness friends on one hand. hell it doesnt even take all 5 fingers. its more like-three.
and im not sure im compaining or what the hell im thinking. i guess i just feel really fucking lonely right about now. im not writing this so i can hear how sorry people am for me. i have enough pity for myself-i dont need yours too. i just feel like shit.
and i need melodie so much right now; nobody has any idea how much i miss her. everyday i think about her and i wish she were here with me right now. but shes not. i think she was the only person in this whole fucking city with whom i could relate to and shit like that. and i miss her so fucking much. my best friend isnt fucking here anymore. okay so i have 2 other best friends- but its not the same.
Hey, haven't seen you around in a while
I didn't go to work for a month
I didn't leave my bed for eight days straight
I haven't hung out with anyone
'Cause if I did, I'd have nothing to say
I didn't feel angry or depressed
I didn't feel anything at all
I didn't want to go to bed
And I didn't want to stay up late
When youre living your life, well, that's the price you pay
Whenever I breath out, you're breathing it in
Whenever I speak out, you're speaking out
I didn't go to work for a month
I didn't leave my bed for eight days straight
I haven't hung out with anyone
'Cause if I did, I'd have nothing to say
and im not sure im compaining or what the hell im thinking. i guess i just feel really fucking lonely right about now. im not writing this so i can hear how sorry people am for me. i have enough pity for myself-i dont need yours too. i just feel like shit.
and i need melodie so much right now; nobody has any idea how much i miss her. everyday i think about her and i wish she were here with me right now. but shes not. i think she was the only person in this whole fucking city with whom i could relate to and shit like that. and i miss her so fucking much. my best friend isnt fucking here anymore. okay so i have 2 other best friends- but its not the same.
Hey, haven't seen you around in a while
I didn't go to work for a month
I didn't leave my bed for eight days straight
I haven't hung out with anyone
'Cause if I did, I'd have nothing to say
I didn't feel angry or depressed
I didn't feel anything at all
I didn't want to go to bed
And I didn't want to stay up late
When youre living your life, well, that's the price you pay
Whenever I breath out, you're breathing it in
Whenever I speak out, you're speaking out
I didn't go to work for a month
I didn't leave my bed for eight days straight
I haven't hung out with anyone
'Cause if I did, I'd have nothing to say