Maybe I should be alive more, you know like up date and stuff more often...but then I think in a lazy bastard, and such....then When I update everyones all HEIDI!!! YOUR ALL ALIVE AND STUFF.... more effective this wayadn now its mroeeffort because well I work now... yeah thats right bitchs New york fries.... dont eat the chili.... and if anyone ( Read more... )

wow its been a while huh.... me worksto much. Aloha

Heres the delio... well there is none. Been haveing over whenling urges to go visit my dad, I dont think thats normal. I really miss him. Johnny is offically living with me, and its great. Hes at work right now so I miss him, it's weird not having him around ( Read more... )

Im tried and I have to go to work in the morning. Im helping my friends mom with a weirdo yard sale. I had a realivly good few days. And Im in port perry!! WOOT. yes so I have nothing else to say!! other then I found Johnny the homicidal maniac pictures and comics im so proud of my self!SPLAH!!

TIRED!!

I have been thinking alot latly. Of what, I dunno just everything. I see people around me being lied to and hurt, and their boyfriends are hurting them. I dont underatnd how one perosn can hurt another in the harsh ways that they do. It's almost disturbing. I look back at when I was hurt, almost beyone what I thouhgt could be repaired. Do I miss ( Read more... )

Hoaha Im not maening to get into the middle of things. But a. Andrew. you are my firend but so is jess, and if you think you are all high an mighty, then you really arent proving it by making comments like that. And again about saying your friends are all too immature for you, That comment just topped it off showing your over the top immaturity. ( Read more... )

Over the period when I didn't have my internet I still wrote my thoughts not everyday but sometimes here are some entries ( Read more... )

Well things are moving along in my life at the moment I got my internet back which means daily updates again. I do say I win this round. Me and Johnny are doing good. He has been keeping me buisy as so I don't think too much. I miss my dad,and things whith that seem to get harder and harder because we a re moving stuff out of his place and having ( Read more... )

Well I'm sure most or you people by now know about my dad. I'm going to miss him more then anything I have ever missed before or probly ever will miss. And he will be missed my many more people also. I'm not to sure right now when the next time I will be able to update will be because we are in the process of moving everything from my dads to me ( Read more... )

I have come to the conclusion that this is the worst summer yet. Not because I didn't get to go anywhere, or see anyone. But because this summer. My dad was said to have lung cancer. and then He went into the hospital again, But this time hes not coming home. On Thursday he was said he wasnt going to make it through the morning, and then 3 days ( Read more... )