surgery like now

[nothinlessmind]

why is it people change?

sean . . . . changed in a really bad way and now aaron

i can see it i dont think he can but yeah its just frustrating

he gets so deffensive if i tell him he is wrong

when really he just might be

i didnt notice it till yesterday with jenn and carolyn

i dont understand it i still love him to death but now i can feel he is

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[godofvanilla]

I am constantly growing -my mind is ever expanding. and so yes, i am changing and will continue to.

..that you can not understand my frustration with you..not only speaking about something that you have little information about, but also accusing me of deserting Jenn, or whatever it was that you had a problem with.. Im sorry Shaina, but I refuse to be pulled into this bullshit.

Jenn and I we're together a lot during the dance and she danced with other people just as much as I did. there we're times when I would turn around, expecting her to be here, and she had gone off with friends. and thats ok.

You are medling in things that are none of your business and youre doing it in the wrong way. and that is the type of thing that is going to stir up a lot of shit. as you should be able to see.

and..i dont know what else to say. the comment you left was just extremely annoying. and dude..dont tell me not to defend myself when youre accusing me of something..thats just stupid. DUH im going to defend myself. and you would too. -

[nothinlessmind]

ok forget this i am trying to be there for one of my friends and i do cae about how this is turning out im sorry if i am becomming annoying by intruding but you dont understand you of all people should know how i am after all your the one that diagnosed me and tghe fact that i am only happy once my friends are and i try all that i can to make sure they are satisfied even when i am ill or in major pain i always have them come first and instead of you showing me that gentalmen self which everyone claims you posess you come to scold me instead of asking me "Shayna how was your surgery" for all you know my intire foot could be chopped off. Im in extreme pain right now and should be resting but instead i must deal with this makes me see how my friends really care and im not trying to make you feel guilty even if it worked or not and i bet i would defend myself but the truth is maybe you should be telling yourself everything you do right besides me cause i just am not seeing it and im sorry i am not accusing you of anything but drifting