hey guys, well i went to the fair last night, it was great but i really didnt ride anything cause im a little girl, i can except that, but i did ride the farris wheel... also scary , its tall as crap! but anyway things are goin good right now, just hanging on for sat. night bible study, its a great time ( Read more... )

My Jesus is- heart pounding, mind blowing, eye opening,loving, forgiving, glorious, fantastic, earth shaking, hes the king of kings, the alpha, the omega, the famous one, the bright morning star, a mighty fortress, beautiful, a mighty watchtower, all knowing, hes electrifying, commander of angles, uncontrollable, untamable, sacrificial, perfect in ( Read more... )

in the end... Love is all we have

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so i figured oput that no sleep at all kinda sucks and stuff, o well ( Read more... )

Steve malone is amazing... thats all i have to say about that

Work 4 to midnight... floor move (party!!!)

days keep gettin better, i love all of my friends so much, like i seriously hurt sometimes thinking about how much you guys mean to me. wow thanks DAD for my friends.

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so its been a good week since tuesday. the rain and gloom kinda stunk but sonce then i seriously could not ask for better weather. Work is goin good and keepin up with school feels pretty good too. its weird and this might sound dumb but in the past month or so i have grown up so much, i figured out alot myself and about other people some stuff i ( Read more... )

man the past 2 weeks kinda blew but its over, it was one of those i was doin good and things qwere goin well and i knew somethin bad was coming and it did and it sucked but its all gravy, i tried to take things in my own hands but i cant do that at all, god has it all under control i just forot that. i got love for my hmomies ( Read more... )

everyday is a battle in some form or another, be it physically or emotionally, we all struggle each day with different things. i am reluctant to say this but i believe in honesty, i have been fighting a physical illness for almost a year now, and i grow weary each day from it. Im tired of fighting tired of trying to make things work when its really ( Read more... )

my last entry sucked, i was not myself, but its ok i realize that im not just someone to anyone, that im not someone to settle with, i am not just anybody, im Ben Siddall and i will no longer underestimate myself or look down on myself. I also do not have an ego but this is only god showing me that I AM worth something to him and others ( Read more... )