Comments | notmyusuallife: a lot on the mind

notmyusuallife

a lot on the mind

Jul 01, 2004 01:50

wow, do I ever have so much on the mind, so i am going to forewarn that this will be a long post, and look even longer cause my typing space is little...
tonight i went to the movies with my dad and seen SpiderMan2 it Kicked ass, its soo much better then the first one, and i want to ruin it for yall, but I wont! I <3 Spiderman, now I know why I ( Read more... )

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Ok my little M dizzle... bipppbitchhh July 1 2004, 00:28:41 UTC

Momma loves you baby. hahaha. Nah, Im playing. But I know how you feel, everyone gets those feelings once and awhile and it sucks, I know. The best you can do, is figure out what you want for you, what will make you happy and even if its hard, dont go for the easiest outcome, even if its the hardest thing to do, if you feel its right, put all your effort into it. it's a risk you have to take, but thats what life is about. going out there and risking all you have, you may win, you may lose, you may do both in some aspect. it's just life, and babe, in three words, it goes on. im not saying to get over it, but dont dread over the little things. i hope everything is fine with mike, and i will kick his ass for you. and with harley, rip and im so sorry for that. dealing with death isnt easy, it wasnt easy when i lost alittle brother of mine. things happen for a reason, even if you dont know the reason, theres one out there. there's an old saying that my best friend told me, there may be someone out there for everyone, this is true, but ( ... )

Re: Ok my little M dizzle... notmyusuallife July 1 2004, 00:35:40 UTC

Yah I know you have to risk things, but I am so tired of bein hurt...and about Harley, I know why he was here on this earth and why he was takin away from me..i will talk to you more about that just you and I...you are an awesome friend anyone can have Kelcye, and I am glad I have met you at this time in my life...you can kick his ass when he comes home for making me wait ...I love you <3

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uptowncivility July 1 2004, 00:36:52 UTC

Charles, in English please. lol.

notmyusuallife July 1 2004, 00:37:35 UTC

haha he is drunk, give him a break ;-)

notmyusuallife July 1 2004, 00:37:05 UTC

thanks Charles..my drunken friend ;-)...nah moving back to Florida would just be running from my problems some more, and I am tired of doing that. thank you so much though <3

Ohhh... bipppbitchhh July 1 2004, 00:30:44 UTC

And by the way, that's about the only opra information you'll get out of me, so keep it handy, sometimes my brain doesn't run that good. ;D

Re: Ohhh... uptowncivility July 1 2004, 00:37:28 UTC

You too. its Oprah.

Re: Ohhh... notmyusuallife July 1 2004, 00:40:27 UTC

she wasnt drunk just tired...thats her excuse, and if I have any misspellings..have fun correcting them because I am sure there is a lot..but I have no excuse except my mind is full and I cant think ;-)

Re: Ohhh... uptowncivility July 1 2004, 00:45:06 UTC

There isnt enough space on the internet to correct all of your mis-spellings. lol. <3

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cthorn2525 July 1 2004, 00:42:26 UTC

I know that you don't really know me all that well but you know that if ever you want to talk you are more than welcomed to call and I do have a spare bedroom at the new place ;-) ;-)
Charles

notmyusuallife July 1 2004, 00:44:47 UTC

hahaha Mark he made it in English now just for you...lol, thats really funny

uptowncivility July 1 2004, 00:43:08 UTC

Dealing with death is never an easy thing to do. The only thing you can remember is they have it good now. No more pain and suffering. We all have friends and family that have passed, and normally the main regret is never saying goodbye. But they know how you feel and they wouldnt want you to carry on in regret. Rather that, rejoice their life. Remember the things you did together and the things that made you smile. We all cry over the ones we lost, greivance is normal. But I am sure he would rather those tears be tears of joy from remembering and laughing about all the good times you shared. Like I said, he has it good now. And I am sure he is watching over you right now, smiling.

notmyusuallife July 1 2004, 00:46:34 UTC

i am sure he is in a much better place, just at time i wish to be in that place with him, i miss him more then words can ever say..I know he is with me, but its not that same, and that is something I have to learn to deal with, but I cant at this moment...right now I am not that strong