Ok so i woke up happy sue to the fact that it was my birthday, i went into the bathroom and heard something clunking in the washer....and low and behold there was my cellphone struggling for air in the torrid water...sufix to say my cell has gone on t a better place...and so far my b-day is not up to snuff....

I dont know why but lately i have been feeling like i am losing it...and i mean in the literal sence. I can realy find any good things about my life right now, but i also know at the same time I have TONS that is good right now... each day kinda feels like a new weight on my shoulders. I mean i may have over exstended my time...and it could be the ( Read more... )

Ok here is the deal I have set before myself a few goals that i must acomplish by May. Here they go ( Read more... )

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I got home at 6:12 am this morning i got out of work at 6:00....this is realy not cool to me considering the preveuse day i had to wake up at 6...24 hours... and i just woke up at 11:30...i feel kinda funny...

I have been very off lately. I am not sure what has been going on but i havnt been myself and im not sure i like it... but of course the more i think about it what is "myself". Ever since starting college i have had to do a lot of growing up, become more "mature" (thats a laugh). I am all for growing up but it always seems like there is a price for ( Read more... )

So i just met with an advisor, so now i can pre register for winter term...the term without Brandon...I think it is actually starting to hit him that these are his last few weeks...I know its hit me. It seems like all i do is talk about him leaving, its kind of deppresing and sad that that is all i can think about... wa wa bitch you guys are asll ( Read more... )

I am literally a walking zombie...it is now 11:30 at night, and i am on my hour lunch break from work...the press at the Guard shut down and i just found out i am going to be there till about 6 am tomorrow morning. Now normally this woudnt be so bad, except for these facts ( Read more... )

So im sitting here getting ready to return to my Night Bio class, FYI i have skipped it the last 4 times, but the teacher said i could make all the stuff up, which will be the biggest bitch in the world. Kinda not looking forward to stying up till 5 am today at my new job it sucks. So i have been thinking lately with brandon about to leave in like ( Read more... )

So i am realy bored, and i dont mean the fact that oh i have nothing to do. I mean the no one is home i have done everything i possibly can at my house, and i want to go run a few miles for fun bored...(can barley ruan a mile by the way). I love school, but the days in between are kinda boring ( Read more... )