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[notonlyhere]

Lydia left today and i haven't once in my life been more sad then i was today. i don't not want to be without her anymore and it has only been about a day. i can't believe how awful i feel. i knew i'd feel like this, but i didnt expect it to be this bad, and its only been getting worse by the minute and if it does by this time tommorow i'll be

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[consoleminds]

i just read your comment in my journal but i figured id respond in here.
i understand what you are going through, pretty much exactly.
granted, im the one who left, so im technically in lydias position.
but i can tell you, its hard from this point of view as well.
im pretty sure ive cried at least once a day since the middle of last week, ive considered moving out of the dorms and commuting, and now im pretty sure im going to stay and just come home every weekend.
it sucks, its hard, but its just gotta happen.
lydia and i needed to go to college, unfortunately you and sam are a year younger.
everyone tells me it will get better, and i dont honestly know if thats true.
but i do know that everytime you come to the city, or we come back to newburgh/poughkeepsie that there will always be that great hug waiting to greet you.. and in the meanwhile, go hug sam. =)

[notonlyhere]

i hate it so much its only monday night and IM GOING CRAZY, i was so depressed i didnt even have the will to get out of bed today..so i never did

[_fasterfaster]

rawr
I LOVE YOU.
i missed you uncontrollably this week. but seeing you today was amazing
<333