I cannot even BEGIN to start.
So as you know I'm studying to become a Montessori teacher. I was in one placement in the Annex that was very hectic but the women were all extremely nice, and now I've just been ~terminated~ from this current one a ten minute walk from my house. Because I had the GALL to try and look at other places for real work, not volunteer and go into debt the rest of my life. Very strange that the Annex people understood that without getting huffy.
I'm being told she wanted to hire people and she said that in our first phone call. But honestly it feels like she's backtracking because it's weird to get mad at a VOLUNTEER for trying to find proper PAYING work. Because she recently did hire someone and anytime I asked if everything was alright if I saw there was a serious discussion going on, I was more or less told to mind my business. That seem like someone who wants to hire you and correspond with you over curriculum? Because it sure as shit didn't give me that impression. ESPECIALLY since if she really wanted to hire me then why... didn't she do that already?
Fucking weirdo. I don't mind getting criticism, because it wasn't as if the last place acted like I was doing things perfectly, but it definitely felt personal here. Like how I'd have my notebooks yet told to put them away THREE DAYS LATER. Or I was inside during the mornings and again told to interact with the kids THREE DAYS LATER.
Also maybe if you actually answered your emails I'd know you agreed to do 9-4 with me?
I really hope I get real honest to God work at the Beaches or even Thorncliffe place because even though she's acting like she was gonna hire me, a REAL place hiring me would finally give me the chance to really help out with curriculum, with new stories and material for the kids.
Annex the women did talk around me but it weirdly never felt personal. Thanks in part to how hectic it was in there so I never had moments where I wasn't with the kids. I felt like I was purposely ignored at this place though so it's extra ironic she's acting like she was gonna hire me. Frankly it's total bullshit she's surprised because I personally was never gonna wanna work there after placement was done and there's no way she didn't know that, especially since like I said, she recently did hire someone.
My sister's instinct is for me to tell her all this but I'm gonna talk to my teacher about it more. I don't feel the need to keep emailing this woman, I don't wanna interact with her ever again. I'm sorry I even did to begin with, I should've stayed at the Annex.
So fingers crossed one of those other places actually hires me.
Oh and I've been home this whole week because my dad had a heart attack last weekend. Feel like I should've led with that, but yeah basically I don't need this shit. He's fine by the way! It's just you're the last person I'm thinking of lady, sorry the world doesn't revolve around your conceited ass.