Cause I just wanna fucking make shit happen.
And bloody hell I am tired too fuckers.
Because I have it in me to keep giving. So I will fucking give. Even if it ends me.
#bitter #existential #angst #angry #relieved #determined
I realise that I can produce a massive body of work, but only if I get in those self-destructive moods. Probably channeling Plath, but that's not the point. It could be healthier, but there's a certain magic in this degree of messed-up-ness and faux-determination and something a good friend said.
So then. Tata, and I will never give up.