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[notrust3668]

so here it goes. i've lived my whole life lying. lying about how i feel, how happy i am, how my life actually is. i've lied about who i like, love, and hate. i'm done lying. here are something i've prob never wanted to tell you

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[nubguy]

I guess I'm gonna have to start calling you now. I always want to, but you have a boyfriend and it's difficult for me to just be friends with you. But you're cool enough of chick for me to do that though. Your entries shall be missed.

[notrust3668]

thank you
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[iwishiwastaller]

yah. do you know how many of eric's friends have talked shit about you? i can honestly say EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM. yah i'm insecure, but i don't think thats any of yer fuckin business because yer ass shouldn't be reading my LJ anyway.

i had fun with eric tonight at the bon fire. TOO BAD YOU COULDN'T BE THERE! :)

[notrust3668]

ok, seriously, you need to quit being a kindergartner. and i honestly don't care what people say about me because i'm not insecure w/ myself. eric has his friends and i have mine. some of his friends (patrick and colby mostly) i don't blame for talking shit, because i have put eric through some tough situations.

but you, you just annoy me. you can't stand up for yourself, you constantly need praise from other people, and you think you know "my story".

and i hope you had fun w/ eric tonight, because it'll prob be the last time. and i couldn't be there because i was exhausted from being in a hospital, something which really has nothing to do w/ you.

so you know what, i don't really know too much, all i know is that you irritate me, and it would make eric and me very happy if you just went about your life and left us alone.

ps. erasing someone's comments from your lj and banning them from commenting shows just how insecure you are; you can't even handle criticism on an online journal.

[notrust3668]

and of COURSE erics friends are gonna talk shit about me. 1) most of them don't know me 2) i broke up w/ the guy and 3) they see that he's still not over me.

if someone i didn't know broke up w/ one of my friends i'd talk shit too, to make them feel better. it's normal, and understandable, and doesn't bother me.

[iwishiwastaller]

eric calls me last night and tells me that we can't be friends anymore cuz of YOUR bitch ass. he says it's an act of proving that he cares for you or some shit. pretty shitty when your telling a guy you care for to be friends with.

i don't want your shit on MY lj and i'm sure my friends don't wanna read it either.

i'm gonna bite my tongue right now before i say something that i KNOW will make you cry.

[cllikewhat]

We've had our differences, and towards the end I said some rude things, But I miss you. And honestly, I'm Sorry Andrea.

[notrust3668]

we both said stupid shit, it happens. i just wasn't happy w/ anyone at the time, i miss you too, and i'm sorry as well.

and thanx, that meant a lot to me

[cllikewhat]

Yeah, well, you mean a lot to me,and we've been through a lot together. Friends again? Er, work on it?

And obviously, i havent been around and ive missed out, but are you and mike not to gether anymroe?

Add me, if you want, i'll add you.

[notrust3668]

i wanna work on it too

and yes, mike and i are still together, but i'm having some issues

i will add you