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If its not about quiting, then whats it all about? If we finally give in to our doubts and fears and constant worries about the next passing day- then why do we continue- why do we go on? Some have to easy- others have it way to difficult.. What do we get in the end, we don't get what we want..We don't get that one thing that we know could have ( Read more... )

Happy new yearish-

Lock in at Roller City.. WAY OVER PRICED!!

It was lame, and then some guy started asking my for my number, I don't think he ever got it..

I'm tired, hyper, and numb!!

Good Morning- I'm sleeping until ohhhh Noon thirty!!! (haha) Paige is here " Hi" Its her birthday!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

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mmmm... The days have been long and boring- I was reading thought my msn convo history.. : ) You never relize how someone pays attention to what you say- I was blown  away- let me explain..

12/8/04

NothingSaid-no one heres my screams - I'm returning to my box...

minion of foamy666 - out of the box, out of the box

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Christmas...

People fought, I got over it, like I always have..

Got some cool shit..

Eating oatmeal cookies..

much love <3

I'm a comment whore, post a comment....ehehehehehehe I have no clue where that came from!

        *sigh*

Vacation starts a day early for me, we had Monday-Wednesday, but I'm not going tomorrow.. I want to, but thats just to see people before the big bad break, if I could go just to hang out with people I would, but you can't so I'm skipping the whole day. V_V Makes me kind of sad.. Its not like theres anyone there, once you really think ( Read more... )

There really isn't a point is there.....

Didn't think so..

"Layer paint upon paint as the words dry dead, layer pain upon paint like you were never there.."

"does this mean I'm lost without you?"

I keep getting all these promises, from people, they say they'll be here when I need them the most, they'll be there to catch me, help me up etc etc.. ( Read more... )

...*sigh*....

i hate nights like this, they make me so angry, and so confused....      I don't know why I'm sitting here crying, I don't know why I feel so bad today..why do I always have to feel so alone, when in everyone elses reality, I'm not...I know people are here, I just can't feel them.......

WHOA, talk about hyper!! ^ _ ^  I had an ice cream thing for lunch, or well during lunch!! Made me super hyper!! Maybe now, I'll be more interesting! heh

Totally kick ass last hour, the new guy, Julillan I think, and I got into a polictical 'disagrement' with our history teacher.. Over Bush.. hehe.. I loved it!! Saying of course I am anti-Bush.. ( Read more... )

 What can I say?? I've been strange today! Just not myself... heh..maybe thats a good thing..I'm tired of trying to prove myself to people who don't matter, so I stopped..and if feels pretty damn good! *Golf clap for me * It doesn't look like I'm going to get to go to any of this weekends shows = (  I love it when my dad and step- mom go out on ( Read more... )