wow. its like, nothing ever works in my best interest for longer than a day or two. thats crazy. i'd be upset right now, but i think im developing a mental callous. weird. ive been reading through my old notebooks lately. i used to write some pretty deep stuff. well, as deep as a 13-year-old gets. i was sad for a very long time and now that im ( Read more... )

i want to go somewhere. on a date? i'm in the mood, baby. lets go out. to the movies. <3 <3 <3

happy st. patricks's day. not like anyone cares about today, its just an excuse to not do too much work, wear green, and par-tay. i actually didnt bring baked goods to school today, its a first. i figured there was no point to me making green cupcakes or chocolate chip cookies, people dont care one way or another. actually, i probably would have if ( Read more... )

i am:

• intelligent
• humorous
• ambitious
• articulate
• observant

hey, i have an idea. why dont you put me down right in front of me, thinking i wont notice you pointing at me and say "man hands". that sounds like a great plan. it sure would make me feel great inside. of course, i dont already hate the way i look enough, you can help me out with your great ability to make me feel like the ugliest person alive. ( Read more... )

my moods have been a roller coaster lately. a very high, fast roller coaster. i dont know what my problem is, but i want this to stop ( Read more... )

and im throwing boulders.

Instructions:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't bold are false
01. When I was younger I made some bad decisions
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love psychedelic mushrooms
04. I love sleeping
05. I have loads of books
06. I once slept in a toilet
07. I love playing video ( Read more... )

i know someone whos cooler than you, and its not just me.

self esteem, where have you gone? i probably swallowed you with my last bite of ice cream ( Read more... )