i think we've reached the end of the road.

it makes me mad. and sad. and all around tired.

what will i throw myself into?

who will i follow around?

::rides the bus::

-i watched (well, more like listened to) now and then this morning. i remember watching that movie with jackie and christine. they always said i was the fat one who whined all the time. that wasnt very nice. haha. it is funny though ( Read more... )

you may say im a dreamer, but im not the only one. so come on and join us, and the world will live as one ( Read more... )

there are some people that i just get an urge to punch in the face.
my feelings have been cold lately. is a break-up in the near future?
jealous of radiohead concert-goers. dont know why they have to make sure everyone knows they smoked.. but.. who cares?
in case you didnt know, i have the ugliest skin in the whole world.
this diet doesn't feel ( Read more... )

today is hillbilly day ad brenthren high school in bretheren, mi. i am dressed up for this ocasion. its kind of strange because most people that know he here wouldnt think that i, mrs. black pants and dickies with converse all-stars (im up to 5 pair now, one blue the rest black and one pair of mules.. they fall apart quickly)- black makeup- one ( Read more... )

notsoandi is going to be back in action soon, thanks to one very cool person who gave me photoshop 7.0. woo hoo ( Read more... )

yesterday i found out what everything was all about ( Read more... )

- today is brent and my 1 year anniversary.

- my mom was in ICU for 2 days because of a severe infection that caused her heart to not be able to pump blood like it should. The nurse told her she was "circling the drain". For those of you who didn't figure it out, my mom almost died. My worry is that her infections get worse and worse every time.. ( Read more... )

finally, the weekend. i only had to got to school for 3 days, but it felt like 5. i got the schedule i wanted. my cousin came over today, because she was camping near by and wanted to sau hi to my mom. she told me she is going to be a physical therapist, too. she is already in college and they told her it is now required to get your doctorate (sp ( Read more... )

arent 16-year-olds supposed to have fun? arent these supposed to be the best years of my life? arent i supposed to have friends? aren't i supposed to being going places? and doing things? i feel like i am being deprived of my teenage years. i havent had any normal teenage years. i was supposed to start being able to date (as in.. go on dates.. to ( Read more... )