Sometimes... I just want to go home.

But, I do believe in love. AND Iknow that I love Courtney more than anything ever created.

Okay so... Tomorrow around noon or 1 ish, I am leaving for good ole sunny Dallas to dreadfully wait until Thursday to get my feet situation examined. Hopefully I will but praying I won't get surgery. Basically, it hurts to walk, run, skip, ANYTHING. My mom is not physically supposed to be able to walk but miraculously is and will be. However, I am ( Read more... )

Tomorrow at 6 The Boys Next Door is showing. COME IT IS CUTE! $3 in advance $5 at the door. Plus you get to see ME act more retarded that normal! Yes it is possible for me to be MORE retarded!!! I came back from the Choir trip to Dallas last night around 10ish. I am oober tired, but I had a blast. And suprisingly from all the sun, NO SUNBURN. ( Read more... )

I LOVE MATTHEW PAUL CRUMP EVEN THOUGH HE IS A LITTLE WHINY BABY WHEN HE ISN'T ON A LIST THAT IS ONLY FROM THIS WEEKEND. BUT I WILL MARRY HIM BECAUSE I LOVE HIM.

I love:
Matthew
matthew
MaTtHeW
mAtThEw
MATthew
matTHEW
MATTHEW
MattheW
Matty poo
Matthew Crump
Matt Crump
Matthew Paul Crump
Matt Paul Crump
MPC
Matty my LOVE I love you

I didn't go to school today. VERY RESTED!!! Prom is pissing me off. I have to finish reading a book that I have an English paper due Friday on, Tale of Two Cities. And to top it all off. Somewhere in the middle of the night I lost my pants and still can't find them. Hello PANTS! Where are you at ( Read more... )

So... I have noticed I only write in here when it is REALLY bad or REALLY good. Today... Really good. I had an awesome weekend. We didn't advance in District because of a sound cue but it's okay. I HAVE FREE TIME NOW! For all of the people I love most. Friday was District and Saturday I was planning on lounging around the house when Robby IM's me ( Read more... )

It's hard to explain to anybody how I feel right now. Nothing seems to satisfy me anymore. Not even my favorite thing in the world... Cookie dough. And when that doesn't satisfy me, there is NO hope for the future. I quit even pretending like I cared that some of my recent friends and I quit talking or hanging out. It doesn't matter to me anymore. ( Read more... )

I am here with Melinda at Melinda's house. Though bored, I love our talks. Brett and Dustin are in Austin for TETA for like EVER it seems. That sucks poor me and Mel. Lonely...and Mel.. Jealous.dun dun dun... It was oober good to talk to Evelyn yesterday.. Honey I love you. Made me feel good to know what was going on. I am in hating mode of someone ( Read more... )

I haven't written in a while because I am so busy with "Little Shop of Horrors" (the next play we are doing at Texas City High School) I am a little stressed out right now ( Read more... )

So... Let's start from last night or shall I say this morning, EARLY this morning. Lately I have been suffering from massive migraine headaches and last night was one of those times. Well I couldn't sleep and my mom says it looked like my blood pressure was high so she took me into the emergency room to find out that I don't have high blood ( Read more... )