im sick of hooking up. well, im not sick of it, i just want something more.

its hard cuz i dont know what i want. i dont want a boyfriend, but i dont like being left empty.

i guess i just want to be truly cared about for once.

"Tiny Vessels"

This is the moment that you know
That you told her that you loved her but you don't.
You touch her skin and then you think
That she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.
Yeah, she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.

I spent two weeks in Silverlake
The California sun cascading down my face
There was a girl with ( Read more... )

i cleared shit up with greg. i dunno whhy i did it, i guess i had a wave of mercy come over me and felt nice for a moment. were cool now. im glad too surprisingly, cuz im sooo sick of drama. i have my own shit to deal with never mind letting this shit get to me, its petty and nonsensical ( Read more... )

Ultimate Opposite Sex Survey (for girls)--Your Favorite--Hair Color::brown Eye Color::green (Their)Music Genre Preference::doesnt matter as long as its good Height(estimate)::at least 3 inches taller than me Age::17 Personality Type::funny, tough shit, flirty --This or That--Older or Younger::older Romantic or Horndog::horndog, im not into romantic ( Read more... )

Iknow this is dumdum cuz we were just talking about how we can only say things on lj to each other, but you already know this shit, im just venting ( Read more... )

god, why?

thats all i can ask.

i dont regret that it happened, because i have no regrets when it to comes to things that happen, i just wish it didnt go down the way it did. i wish i wasnt in the position im in now, wish i didnt have to worry.

im disgusted at myself, i was with another kid 20 mins later.

ya i ended up with the kid i had actually wanted ( Read more... )

scattered across the faux finish ( Read more... )

shit ive written ( Read more... )

fuck it. im gonna be positive about everything from now on. being negative obvviously hasnt gotten me anywhere. damn am i gonna turn over a new leaf!

i love you ashley, i wanna reconnect again.

steve is retarded and needs to get a clue because he thinks he knows that hes #4, when he dont know shit! ahahahaha.

i hate dumbass boys, fuck em all. actually only one in particular, but watev. ya he can die. im over it.

it better not rain for cotillion or i will be super mad.

ya so all i can say is GAH!