i flip back and forth. i want to accept who i am and just be satisfied and then i want to change everything about me...then i think im subconciously hiding from news that scares me, but if i do that then im abadoning my friends. i guess im trying to just be happy and a way to do that is ignore all the bad. is that so wrong? i want to be beautiful ( Read more... )

dude!!! ok so i just came to a realization!!!! if you live in the present and not in the past everything bad melts away! i just had the best night and i didnt think of any of my problems they just went away.
i love college!
i love the ppl here!
i love me here!
i love it!!!!!
nothings is bad in my life! whoooot whooot! hell fricken yea! yay

Crushed hopes ( Read more... )

did anyone care or show that they cared ( Read more... )

Memories distort ( Read more... )

ok so i think im going to rant. cuz i mean what else is livejournal for. i mean really ( Read more... )

ever have those things that just take your breath away, but not in the romantic-yay sense. they are memories trapped in your mind that get set off, and following you cant breathe.
yep just had one of those.
why dont those go away...

have you ever had one of those days where you feel like everything is going wrong ( Read more... )

besides the fact that im having issues in the guy department, i would just like to point out the fact that although every other weekend we went out and had a partying time and all, this weekend a whole buttload of girls in my dorm hall decided to chill and be girls and watch movies in sarahs room. lol ( Read more... )

ok so everyone basically left for the labor day weekend, which is odd ( Read more... )