I can't hold this state,
Anymore,
Understand me,
Anymore.

To tread this fantasy, openly,
What have I done.
Oh, this uncertainty,
Is taking me over.

I can't mould this stage,
Anymore,
Recognize me,
Anymore.

To tread this fantasy, openly,
What have I done.
Oh, this uncertainty
Is taking me over,
Oh It's all over, yeah

Holy shit I am stressed. Fuckin Don tells me tonight that he wants me to be with him again. Says he loves me more then life itself. He wants me to move to Seattle with him in the fall, and wants to "work things out". We have tried how many fucking times bro!!!??? I am done playing games. I love Don... god knows I do. I was in fact engaged to the ( Read more... )

It's a whole new feeling of wonderful. Don still wants me back but I am not about that at all. I don't want him ever again ( Read more... )

Just got in from offroading and camping with my boy Greg. He is such a wonderful person. It was a night full of dirty guys, drunk girls, and trucks and mud. We had a blast. Thank you Gregory ( Read more... )

ok... I know I said I want to stay single, and I know that I probably should stay single for a little while, but I am sooooo lonely. I hate this single shit. I just want to have someone to hold me. To show me love. I see couples hugging and kissing and I just want to cry. I miss that. I haven't had it in so long and I miss it so fucking much ( Read more... )

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Last night Greg took me out to see "dodgeball". FUNNY FUCKIN SHIT!!! I think... hahaha I was a lil loopy so I don't know how funny the beginning was. After my buzz wore off the movie was a lot of fun though. Karyn and Ryan came as well. xoxoxox I love them. After the movie we hit up the diner and then went off-roading in Greg's huge truck. It was ( Read more... )

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So I got a job at adrenaline. Hahahahaha~ exactly what I didn't want to do, but it's cool cause I know I am gonna meet some hot dudes and I know there is really not much to do there. Just kinda sit around and play video games and sell jewelry. And after the summer I will be tattooing there which is way rad.  I don't think Don knows that I am gonna ( Read more... )

My most favorite comic. Get fuzzy. I don't really like comic strips... but this shit... Funny Stuff. I think I am gonna start posting these daily. Here's a few to keep you busy.


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