Ok... I Deleted This From Before Bc I Wanted To Add To It...

[notsoshortcutie]

Ok... so friday wasnt too bad... i flipped out on alot of people that got on my nerves... i punched a locker and cut my knuckles...but i only cried once when i first got to school and reality hit... after that  i was hyper and happy like i used to be... but it was all fake... i did it because people told me not to show him how hurt i was... but it

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sweet

[dream_4_2morrow]

i obviously knew it was amanda and kayla who said all of those things. it was pretty obvious when you had in your away amanda a and kayla duffy you guys are my heroes, it was a big hint it was them, but i really could care less. because everything they said wasnt even true and was all bullshit, none of it hurt me what so ever. and i dont like you guys either, its not a big deal. not everyone is supposed to like you, thats just how life is

Re: sweet

[notsoshortcutie]

ok... i understand everything you said... but u dont understand... i have a HUGE trust problem... alot has happend to me and my family to make me that way... there is nothing i can do to change that... believe me... i tried... so hard... i let you guys hang out... and i didnt say any thing... but it was bothering me soo much... so i told him and he did what he wanted to... im not going to sit here and fight with you over him... its over between me and him... i wish it wasnt... bc i really loved him... but theres nothing i can do...

dont EVER tell me how to feel about someone... u dont know how i feel... so dont try to tell me you do!

Re: sweet

[dream_4_2morrow]

ok well im sorry about the trust problem but serisously you dont have to get your friends involoved, im not doing that. and sorry about how i told you how to feel. but having all your friends say shit is pissing me off

Re: sweet

[dream_4_2morrow]

=] get over it

[lovingishard620]

Ok...so thx for lieing to me. I asked you if you were doing it bc I wanted to make sure you weren't doing it and you said no. What the hell. You could have just told me but the 2 of you just had to lie to me. Do you know how that makes me feel?!?!?!?! Well now i feel like I can't trust either of you now bc you knew amanda was one of my closet friends and you had to say that. I get that you don't like her but did you have to lie to me???? Well thats all I gotta say and thx for messing up my night now...bye

[anonymous]

i think that you two who have problems with me should come up to me in school and say it to my face. you should come up to me on monday. please do it and make my fuckin day.

~`.KaYlA.`~