YES! I'm sleeping over Kayla's house tonight... I'm so excited... I haven't seen her since my painting party in November... OMG that was so long ago... I'm going over there around 3:30... I can't wait... OMG I'm so pumped... I've missed her so much... We always have fun because we are always hyper and stuff... Should be an exciting night!

Well ( Read more... )

Ok... I'm officially giving up on trying to be friends with Steve... He's been such an ass to me lately and I've just put up with it because I love him... I can't do it any more tho... It's just hurting me so much more to try to hold on to him... Especially because he doesn't even care... I wrote him that 7-page note... And he was supposed to get ( Read more... )

You might been hurt babe ( Read more... )

I don't know why it still bothers me... It's over and I shouldn't care... But I care alot...

He's online right now... And he's away... I'm glad he's away... Because it keeps me from wanting to talk to him...

That note is the only thing keeping me from talking to him... I can't stand not talking to him... But if that's what I have to do to stop ( Read more... )

I've already said it... But Sophmore Semi was absolutely amazing... Amanda and I got trashed... We aren't exactly sure how tho... We just know that we don't remember alot from after the dance... Her mom asked us if we were drunk... We said no... Because we honestly didn't think we were... I tripped on the stairs at Applebee's... We had trouble ( Read more... )

"Never look back," we said How was I to know I'd miss you so? Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behind Where do I go? And you didn't hear all my joy through my tears all my hopes through my fears did you now? Still I miss you somehow.. (CHORUS) From the bottom of my broken heart There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know You were my first love ( Read more... )

omg... well semi was amazing... me amanda and kayla danced all night... we had so much fun... wish i actually danced with that hott kid tho... he was sooo hott... omg... he had long hair and it was awesome... didnt feel so well after... we all know why... had some ice cream brownie thing at applebees... it was delicious...

cant wait to do it again ( Read more... )

TODAY WAS AWESOME!!!

I WAS SOOOO HYPER... I was dancing and singing almost all day... In chorus I put my hair on top of my head and stuff... Everyone looked at me funny... I loved it! haha

Well Steve didnt come to school today... So he's going to go to Amanda's and get the note from her... I cant wait until he reads it... I dont know why... But I ( Read more... )

Tim's making Amanda's life hell... so i was going to say something about it... but he signed off before i had the chance... this is what i was going to say:

ok... i dont know what the hell your problem is... amanda obviously doesnt like you any more... youve been nothing but an ass to her... and she doesnt deserve it... her and justin are going out ( Read more... )

well today was ok... i had that note and stuff for steve... i was already to give it to him but he never came... amanda said she thinks its because i told him i had something for him... and he just doesnt want it... so he didnt go so that he could avoid seeing me and getting it... in a way i can believe that... i know he doesnt want it because he ( Read more... )