I think I found it this time. I can't even fathom hurting something so precious. This must be happy. Keepin shit fresh.Faster than a rollercoaster.

I had an awesome Birthday. So many people came out of the woodwork, sending me txt msgs, and popping out to say hello, sending emails.... the strangest people. People I nevver thought would... cared. It made me feel very good. Allen and I drove to houston. I just wanted to go somewhere where no one knew me and I could just relax. It was amazing. ( Read more... )

I have been in the process of closing the business of 25. I've learned a lot. Pretty fuckin intense. And in the spirit of capricorn week I have gone through every emotion. High and low. And everyday, I just try to do something nice for myself. It makes the day happy. I pick a song, and that is the day. It's funny, the day I opened the fotune cookie ( Read more... )

I wrote this amazing letter, for you, on your Birthday. I never sent it. Cuz to you, i am probably the psycho ex that will never let go. Maybe I am. I wrote a letter again, and i meant to send it. And my internet connection reset and it was lost. It had everything I wished I could say ( Read more... )

Midnight ( Read more... )

Capricorn Horoscope for week of December 28, 2006 ( Read more... )

Goodbye 2006. You were a year of great success and creative destruction. Could things have changed any faster? I hope 2007 is as blessed, but not as rocky. I wonder what will happen tomarrow.

on days like these, I understand Hitler the most. We are not that different. success doesn;t come cheap. destroy everything. On days like these, i deserve to die.

thanks to everyone who took a piece. soon there will be nothing left.

Only when an epoch ceases to be haunted by the shadow of its own consciousness of guilt will it achieve the inner calm and outward strength brutally and ruthlessly to prune off the wild shoots and tear out the weeds.

I couldn;t do it. But this time I will. It would of been so diferent. Or just another wave in the oppsottie diretion. But this time. Its going back to where it came. I found Mt. Doom.