FUCK!!!

[nottohotfortv]

Im sitting here hating myself and everyone else. I cant stand anything anymore. Why do I keep going on with things I hate. I cant even call some of my fraternity brothers friends anymore. People who I thought gave a flying fuck about me dont seem to anymore. I am back to the point of grade school where I was the constant whipping boy to everyone

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[nottohotfortv]

i love you too, wierd story. the other day i was making a delivery for the furniture store i work at with one of my fraternity brothers and we passed a sign with yellow lights that said, "hi chris, God loves you." it freaked me out a little bit. so one the way back to the store, we took the same path. I was on the lookout for any sign with yellow lights and the only one i saw was one at a bank. I think someone is trying to tell me something. thanks for everything you have ever done for me noel. noel...just like the angel. Coincidence i think not!

Oh love...

[ghettocheergal]

I love you and I know we both hate hearing, "It'll be ok.", so all I'm saying is that I am hear for you always and we will get through this together!

[mesospippy]

hey chris.
i just want to tell you that you have ultimate control over this situation. it gets hard and the easy way out is to be depressed about how things are going for you. however, if you take the harder way of changing things (maybe who you spend time with or how you react to things that bother you now) so that you'll feel better. you'll be so happy.
i go through things like this constantly. everyone has ups and downs. you're not the only one, and i know, that doesn't make you feel better right now. but you have to know that you can fix this if you have a little bit of faith in yourself and the people that care about you.
love you, and, hey, i'm one of those people who cares about you, so don't hesitate to ask for help. i'll be thinking about you.
i know things will get better.