Gosh. Sometimes I feel so mentally stuck, like I can't do anything right and I can't do anything I'm supposed to and I can't do anything people expect me to want to me to. Everyone can't be everything and you can't be everything to everyone. And sometimes you can't be everywhere for everyone no matter how much you want to or intend to. Sometimes ( Read more... )

Ok, so when I was looking online for some pictures of Viggo Mortensen like a 14 year old school girl, I saw that he published a book. And then I realized he's published several books, mostly of poems and photography, and some political ones. And how hot is that? For reals. I'm trying to track them down, but they are mostly out of print ( Read more... )

One of the comedians I saw the other night was talking about the differences between men and women and their ways of thinking.

Stereotypically speakingWomen: for every ONE sentence that comes out of our mouths, there were 15 potential ones spinning around in our heads that we also could have said. We think too much ( Read more... )

To continue with my thoughts from the other day I've got all these new things, right? Which is all fine and good, who wouldn't want to have nice expensive new things? But I feel guilty somehow, like I don't deserve it. And I also feel like its going so well right now but next month it'll crumble to the ground and it'll be my financial ruin. But we ( Read more... )

I was down so far the last two or three weeks. But then amazingly everything has fallen into place ( Read more... )

The service for my step-sister was nice ( Read more... )

I had a lot to say but then my computer crashed and I got a new car and a new phone and a new computer. So I kind of forget. You know how that goes.
Thank you to everyone who didn't remove me because I didn't update. I love you.

I may have found a car to get, but we'll see. Until I'm holding the keys I won't be excited because with my luck it'll fall through. But it won't be my fault at least. My dad is going to send the money to us, and so we're making good on our end of the bargain, but I'm worried my mom's friend will flake out even though he asked us if we wanted to ( Read more... )

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Ryan Adams broke his wrist and had to cancel all the U.S. tour dates. Not that I was going, but still. It's not cool when people break their bones, homies.


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