Sleepy Time...So Why Am I Still Awake?

[notusuallyaslut]

I have discovered that I have an increasing fear of food...the more weight that I lose the more I fear food...how warped is that? I really do fear that I may be insane. I know that I shouldn't be doing this to myself, but as my weight nears the low 90's I would love to get down in to the 80s, maybe even lower. That would be amazing. My family

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[ddawg311]

dude, i totally know exactly what you're going through. Seriously though, you're not fat at all. I've never thought that, especially not now. When I was hovering at the emotional point where you are now, seriously fearing food, I really looked into it medically and it's completely silly. The more you eat, the more you burn. So I've come full circle from hardly ever eating to eating all the time, and I'm losing more now than I was then. There are still a lot of times when I hate myself so much that I don't want to eat at all, but I just find some way to deal with it other than not eating. Please don't think that's your only option. <3

Also, yay for you getting a livejournal!