Major venting.

[notwinniemekt]

Before I start, I'll say some happy things to calm me down a little. Last night, Bryce drove all the way down here to hang out and have dinner...I really, really missed seeing him around (nine months is a long time!) and it was so good to be able to just talk and be myself with him. Definitely a nice thing to follow that last LJ entry of mine

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[abd1350]

Slaves received beatings or other physical punishment for refusing to work, attempting to run away, or participating in plots or rebellions against their owners. Some slaves were executed for rebelling.

[abd1350]

OMG, I am dying right now. I just commented but it didn't post, and I THOUGHT I copied the message but instead this was what I last copied (from my research paper)...ha!! Ok, laughing my ass off.

What I was GONNA write was...

I am coming to your room right now.

[notwinniemekt]

oh. my. god.

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahaaaaaaahaaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaaa

It'll work out alright in the end- you'll see. (Beauty and the Beast)

[ms_ariel_potter]

I'm sorry love. But there are MANY benefits to going your third year instead of your second. That's what I did and I'm glad I waited. Also, things always happen for a reason, even though it feels terrible at the time. Who knows, maybe there will be a show in NY your junior year that you are meant for. Or maybe Sutton will be in a show your junior year but not next year. There are always hidden advantages to things that seem unfair. And I may go again in two years, so maybe you'll go when I do again. And that would be fun times. So chin up chica, you'll see it'll work out. But I'm sorry you are dissapointed, and I hope the rest of your week gets better.

Re: It'll work out alright in the end- you'll see. (Beauty and the Beast)

[notwinniemekt]

I hope it will all work out. Thank you; you and Robyn made me feel a lot better about the whole situation. I hope there's a good reason behind this...as in the sceme-of-life kind of reason, not the "UCI Drama Department Is Stupid" reason).

WONDERFUL job, again, with Jeffrey.

Our costumes are gonna ROCK next weekend!!!

[airemay]

I don't get why they are doing it. Well, I can sortof see it but I can think of a lot of people who want to go next year who are first years. I wish they had told this to people BEFORE spring quarter. *big hugs*

[visionimpossibl]

honestly, don't stress about it. i was thinking about going to ny last year as a sophomore, but i didn't audition because i didn't think i was ready. it turned out to be the perfect decision for me, because i realized that this year was just the right time for me to do it. of course, everyone's different, but trust me, i was SO much more prepared for it, and i got much more out of it this year than i would have last year. we can talk more about this this weekend at FUCKIN TECH if you would like.

[notwinniemekt]

Thanks for talking to me about it over this waaaaayy too long tech weekend we just had...you made me feel a lot better.

[anonymous]

I'm so sorry. I can tell the opportunity means a LOT to you, and it sounds amazing. I hope things work out, and eventually turn out for the better. But whatever happens as far as policies or requirements go, I have faith that things will come right because you are an amazing person and always manage to pull through in a positive light. Yes. Remember that. And never stop hoping, dreaming. I love you, even if I may not know you very well.
Victoria S.

[notwinniemekt]

Thank you....you are so sweet and always know just what to say to make people smile. Anyway, I hope you are right...