to all my friends that have always been there for me. you know exactly who you are. the ones that have continually stood by me and have never let me down ( Read more... )

i should probably stop playing with my lip ring because now it hurts. ouch.

but my back is healing very nicely. which makes me very happy. im excited to get my collar bones done next. yay.

then maybe someday ill have enough money for my tattoo.

im really happy with my decision to move. i finally feel like im doing the right thing for myself by getting the fuck out of here ( Read more... )

home is definitly where the heart is.

and i found my heart again.

this past weekend was absolutely phenomenal. i had so much fun. and i love everyone in new york.

so on that note... i cant wait to permanently be home.

"honestly, if you're not willing to sound stupid; you don't deserve to be in love." - alot like love.

i hate romantic movies.

actually thats a lie.

but. it pisses me off. alot. i hate you.

maybe thats a lie too.

i hate stupid fucking cunts. not girls. "stupid - fucking - cunts" is what i hate. trouble makers. they give all girls a bad name. fuck emmmmmmmmm.

i havent been to a really good show in a long time. (aside from anberlin which was amazing). so im excited to go see verse and guns up on the 21st and killing the dream on the 22nd of june. cos they will pretty much be amazing. and ill be a happy girl ( Read more... )

relationships bring nothing but drama and broken hearts. ended friendships and stupid baggage. and lots and lots of retarded behavior by all parties directly and indirectly involved. im so sick of it. and i think if theres a way to live the rest of my life without one i will find it. you think i dont mean it. trust me. i do.

the end <3

we've lost it all ( Read more... )

mark my words. ill never live with someone im dating ever again. i dont want to have to do what i did yesterday ever again. it was like being in a bad emo/indie music video.

ps. to whom it may concern: you can all go fuck yourselves.