I snuck up on you, saw a little boy drinking himself to sleep, everything you try and hide from me - sad, surprised? Your beautiful lies - my ugly truth. When I'm here to be saved why can't I ever find you ( Read more... )

So this afternoon, I got hit on the back of the head by a fucking water bottle full of water.

hmm. I don't think anyone reads this anymore. whee ( Read more... )

If I only had the strength to make some muffins, then I swear that I would share them with you now says:

u dont think u mean anything to me?

dear black goodbye don't forget to write your name inside of my life. says:

not really, no

If I only had the strength to make some muffins, then I swear that I would share them with you now says:

well ur ( Read more... )

It is currently almost 11pm. And yes I do have to get up ten minutes earlier tomorrow to ice a stupid cake. So yes that will be 6:50am that I have to get up at. And yes I am fucking tired and I should have gone to bed an hour ago.
But I like talking to you.
I miss you.
I miss this.
Fuck I'm going to miss you.

I'm going to tonight. If anyone wants to know why, it's because I'm sick of things always staying the same. Maybe this will make things different. Better or worse, I don't know. But different. After tonight something about my life will have changed and won't be the same anymore. The thought scares me but I like it. I don't know if it should be a ( Read more... )

so want punk boy.
right now.
very punk, very emo, and very not going out with a preppy tall thin rich blonde skanky girl. bitches.
like geoff for example. he can just get in my pants and be my emo boyfriend for the rest of time.

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oh man do you know what i really hate? thinking about lost opportunities. perfect opportunities, perfect moments that i FUCKED UP AND LOST AND NOW THEYRE GONE AND I HATE MYSELF FOR IT COS I DID IT TO MYSLEF. i dont even know what made me think of it just then. i always stop myself from thinking about it, cos thats one of the things that sets me off ( Read more... )

hmmm. i dont know. i read one of lauren g's posts before where she was like i have no friends ( Read more... )

german excursion today. was fun. heh i was late and the bus was waiting and everyone was already on but it didnt matter ( Read more... )