When they say..its not enough

[notyoursavior12]

I can't shake it....like i look at people around me...like today i saw ashley my old friends parents....they recognized me said hi ...talked to me..and she treats me like im some sort of monster...like i've done something so horrible that i don't deserve the time of day...Lately also, its been like my life feels like one of u those scratched CD's

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[rainsofsorrow]

Matt Petrella. How are you. lol I read that and I actually almost cried. haha I remember last summer at the swim club. I remember that day so well. And the days after that too. How you guys would dunk us in the water. Those were so fun. Even though you don't belong their anymore, we know people who do. So maybe all of us could go again? I really would love that. IM me sometime and we can plan something. -Lauren

[sven356]

matt im not gonna lie to you...

your a very very sexy man

[mac_n_cheese13]

after a 3 hour phone conversation

'this is bullshit just bullshit'

love you.

mattt

[if_you_only]

hey, it's either been a while or iv just never read your journal...i read a couple entries and now it gets to go in w. my regular readings. but back to the point...

2 of my aunts and 1 of my uncles are divorced (counting by direct relation) and it was always my biggest fear but all my cousins deal w. it so well...but i could only imagine the strength you need to deal with something ongoing like that. im sure you have, but try praying :) He's the only one i know that works constant miracles.

Hello Matt

[_bentxbroken]

Hey Matt. I havent really talked to you in a while. But Im glad we worked things out and you dont hate me lol. I know what its like and exactly what youre talking about with the divorced parents thing. And it sucks. So I know we arent close or anything and hardly talk but if you ever need anyone to talk to about that stuff Im here for you.

-Brittany.