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[novdqueen]

you ever feel alone? like no matter what you do or try...your all you've got in this world? i try not to let it get to me but every once and a while it just slaps me in the face. just...being alone sucks. everyone leaves me at one point, no matter what they say or how "hard they try" in the end, it all just fizzles away or ends abruptly. from my

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[trufflehog]

Huh..its weird. I've never felt anything but the exact opposite. Never alone enough. And its not a privacy or social thing either...its just like there's too much of everything. Too many people, too many obligations, too many emotions and personalities to deal with; too many things happening everywhere. Just too much!
So I couldn't say I can relate to your situation in that sense...but I'm missing the logic of the never coming back bit. Lonesomeness is temporary and I'm sure everyone feels it. Call up a friend..maybe? Do something to get it off your mind? Like a PUZZLE. Now that's some wild action right there, puzzles XD

[davis_]

liz i'm sorry you feel this way, i know what you're going through sux, but just remember that even if some of your friends don't talk to you as much as they used to, they still think of you. Hopefully you'll see that at your party, so stick it out. And i'm sure i'm not the only one who would be incredibly saddened if you left and never came back.

[idiosyncr4zy]

I know exactly how you feel... up until the leave and never come back part. I've never really had that pull... I never really thought of leaving never to come back... don't know why not...

You just gotta put yourself out there. Plus, we'll hang out this summer, so... you won't be alone all the time.

As for the "thinking about you" line... I'm not a fan (although I never question it's sincerity) but that's a rant best left to my own LJ...

[davis_]

it was meant more of a we still think of you as a friend thing not a "you're always on our minds" thing

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[savephoenix]

hey, long time no see, just to let ya know, I didn't read you, I'd still love to hang out with you, and we should/are going to this summer, I'll make sure of it so your not alone anymore. and you can tell I'm not just making this because of that other time I commented in your journal and you were all "whoa I thought you forgot about me" and I was all "nope"
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[anonymous]

hey, im writing this one Anonymous, well because i dont want people to know its me, and trust me by the time this entry is over you will know too, either way that my path takes me, im in the same situation, leaving everyone i love, and care for. its been really hurting me lately, because well, its happened to much in my life, it always hurts to leave people, trust me, from lots of experience, but in the end, (hate to sound like a dick) most, and i mean MOST people can be replaced, not fully, but your new friends will remind you of the old ones you left behind, i live with this regret everyday, and if these paths that i will take lead me away, i dont know if i can handle another set of close friends gone, if you leave. and im not going to tell you all these selfish reasons why you shouldnt, because sometimes staying may not be the best choice. i want you to know that where ever i am in this world, if we meet again, the same smiles will come to my face, the same smile that we both shared at BK all those times, listening to that shitty