I got the flu Friday night and things got so bad that I had to give away my Deathcab ticket for Saturday night.

Crappiest weekend EVER.

I woke up this morning with Shad's arms around me. He looked so content and comfortable laying there next to me. My heart was satisfied and still is. All the worries in the world were gone for me this morning when I woke up. Everything was in it's place.

I wish everything could stay like this. I wish happiness never ended.

Today was uneventful except for the fact I turned 19. No big deal or anything, of course. I hardly did anything. Just went to dinner with my parents and cousin.

I feel like a huge bum. Next year will be better then.

College started a couple weeks back and my schedule is easy. I only go on Tuesday and Thursday until 1. Those are really the only days I'm home.

Things are different. I think I found someone really special though. :)

This summer had a good kickoff. I went to Mexico for the first time which was a cool experience. I wish it could have been with a different crowd of people but it's done and it's the past. Maybe one day I'll go back ( Read more... )

Well I finished them up in about 4 days. And just wow, I'm so glad everything turned out wonderful in the end ( Read more... )

Well I finally picked up the book Twilight last night around 3am and started reading it...I didn't go to bed til 10am when I was finished. I got caught up in the love story. I got the chills about a good 3 times. I smiled a lot too during it.

I feel like an addict now and I can't wait to read the rest.

I want to apologize for my last entry. My feelings shouldn't have been expressed that way I guess.

Life just goes wrong sometimes and I don't like it.

Everyday for the past two weeks it has been a constant struggle in my house for everyone.

My family is falling apart and I don't even know how to help.

I'm moving on with my life and I'm really excited