Hopeless Fears

[novembersguest]

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Sometimes I wonder if I’ll ever feel happy and truly lighthearted ever again. And I don’t mean happy in passing-I mean, get up happy to greet the day everyday and heart light as a feather for days.I’m so tired of being mired in a swamp of sadness.

Happiest I’ve been in ages was the trip to Florida for my niece’s wedding.

Comments

[a_phoenixdragon]

Oh honey...

*hugs you hard*

[novembersguest]

Thanks, I’ll take that hug. *hugs back*

[tuckercat2]

You know, I felt the same way. I am trying to find something to look forward to doing. Funny enough I started sewing again. Or, at least working towards sewing. I sewed a lot, like my husband's shirts, daughter's school close (first grade) and my sons play clothes. Then I took on way more than I should it to short of time, and I stopped sewing. It has been around 20 years since I did any sewing. But I used to love taking a flat piece of material and turning it into a dress, or a shirt. The possibilities were endless. I sewed for everyone but me.

So this time around? I am sewing things I want to wear. It doesn't end all of the blah, nothing to look forward to, but it helps. A little at a time.

HUGS!!!!