So this week has been pretty fast. Tuesday went to hangout with Tiff for her birthday. That was a lot of fun. Her mom planned out this whole afternoon picknic at the beach in SB so that was really cool. It started to rain a little, but it was so beautiful! It reminded me of the coast line in Oregon, where there are these massive rocks that come out ( Read more... )

byebye myspace, haha its gone finally!

It's been two months sense i've updated on this journal. Well what's been going on in my life. A lot, but mostly nothing out of the ordinary. I've been keeping up with school, aswell as taking night classes at Moorpark College, and still working at Hollister, however i'm ready to leave only because i barely work and i like working so that's always ( Read more... )

So basically i hate how everyone already know's what they want to do with their lives after highschool and here i am going to graduate in another semester and i don't have a fucking clue. So i don't know if there is something wrong with me? I feel i've lost major ambition and motivation to even try at school now. It's a waist of my time. I don't ( Read more... )

so i'm working at Hollister now, woop di doo..

I'm a complete mess. I don't know what to do anymore. I try and i don't seem to get any farther, ever. I don't understand maybe someday i'll figure out whatever it is but for now i don't know how to go about things. I hate having the whole teenager life thing. The drama, the backstabbing, the relationships everything. Relationships is something i ( Read more... )

my birthday was awesome, this whole weekend was amazing! 18 isn't any different then any other age besides i'm legal, buy certain items i.e. porn, cigs, can go clubbing which i did saturday night, and i need to register to vote. yeah it's def. cool, cool friends that i'm thankful to have, so what more can i ask for.

So yeah this weekend was a mix of many ups and downs. So friday comes along and i get out of school and i'm so excited because i'm driving up to Carpenteria to camp out with my family who was already there. So i go back home and pack and around 1 leave. Before getting there though i stopped in Ventura to have lunch with David and Tiffany. That was ( Read more... )

aw i'm so bored at work, its ridiculous. I don't know if $9.00 an hour is worth sitting by a computer answering phones talking to doctors about their clients and being on myspace.. want my job ( Read more... )

Man so this weekend was pretty much crazy in a good way i guess. Friday night i went to dinner with Kelly, Brittani and Johny. We went to the Net aka Neptunes Net and then went to Dome Point and just sat on the life gaurd towers for hours and just watched the ocean. I got a lot out of my head and that was good because that day earlier was pretty ( Read more... )