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If I have to sit through another lecture about what is wrong with society today, I will simply kill my father. Mother couldn't possibly be too perturbed by this. Even she gives him looks of desperation sometimes. She knows I dislike it. But she hardly knows why. He goes on about all the fighting. As if he can just ignore the way pureblooded society has been overrun by filth.
This double life is taxing. If only I could prove to them both how powerful I truly am. Where my allegiances lie. Since school, I have immersed myself in things better left unsaid. I am hardly the same person; I am so much more. Every day I see them. And they are hardly victims of my ill will, as I am sure they tell themselves. There is no such thing. They are simply obstacles. Perhaps toys to play with for a brief moment. How I smile.
The Ministry is laughable. But oh, how pleased Father seemed when I applied for a position. A useless one, without a doubt. But it keeps him happy, keeps him from asking too many questions. How thick. To be spawned from such.. idiocy is a disgrace. I can only assume Mother was not faithful.
I have more important things to be doing.
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Such utter drivel on these pages.
If I have to sit through another lecture about what is wrong with society today, I will simply kill my father. Mother couldn't possibly be too perturbed by this. Even she gives him looks of desperation sometimes. She knows I dislike it. But she hardly knows why. He goes on about all the fighting. As if he can just ignore the way pureblooded society has been overrun by filth.
This double life is taxing. If only I could prove to them both how powerful I truly am. Where my allegiances lie. Since school, I have immersed myself in things better left unsaid. I am hardly the same person; I am so much more. Every day I see them. And they are hardly victims of my ill will, as I am sure they tell themselves. There is no such thing. They are simply obstacles. Perhaps toys to play with for a brief moment. How I smile.
The Ministry is laughable. But oh, how pleased Father seemed when I applied for a position. A useless one, without a doubt. But it keeps him happy, keeps him from asking too many questions. How thick. To be spawned from such.. idiocy is a disgrace. I can only assume Mother was not faithful.
I have more important things to be doing.
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Such utter drivel on these pages.