I feel like my life's falling apart sometimes...
:( I want my dad to come back....he's been away for a while now for treatment and he just had a heart surgery done yesterday. *sighs* He's losing blood...fast.
And he's still straining himself and thinking about work. hkknjkdgnjdknjrt. He's so annoying like that. He never cares about his own health....
He's still really sick and he's unable to discharge himself from the hospital. I'm worried. And sad. And scared... :( And mum's really upset.
School's been a headache too....exams, exams, exams and more exams. And since my friends and I all have different exam schedules I haven't been able to see them in over two months. And I need them now more than anything.
My family is breaking up. ;O :/ I won't even comment about that... Le sigh.
Normally something like writing, drawing or composing helps me deal with stress...but I can't even write a decent one-shot anymore. I've reached a point of depression where it's now impossible for me to come of my writers' block. And as for composing...I havne't even been able to touch my piano for ages because I've forgotten how to play it...and that saddens me. I'm even losing my ability to draw...
I feel so lethargic and down lately...it's like I don't even have the motivation to do anything anymore. /headdesks