Indeed

I buried Gerald today, figuratively. Scraped him from my window and tossed out his portraits. The sun was setting in my eyes as I did it and I could see the ending of a long sad section of my live ( Read more... )

http://www.ne.jp/asahi/rabbits/osaka/bn.html


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I'm angry at myself. (When I've got no one to focus my anger on, I turn on myself ( Read more... )

http://www.edirectory.co.uk/presentfinder/pages/moreinfog.asp?senc=BDAGXHGEBICX&afid=125667#review

I know that part of my feeling detached comes from feeling like an outsider. I don't belong. Every family gathering I've felt like I can't relate to anyone. Oh wait... I'm a homosexual, atheist, vegetarian. I guess that's already on the border of society, as least in America (so probably everywhere else too). I’d only be a further minority if ( Read more... )

http://www.oooms.nl/usb/

http://www.instructables.com/ex/i/C9F7C0FE32BE1029BC6B001143E7E506/?ALLSTEPS

Soon my primary input device will resemble one of these (only sewn better, and maybe with fur [oh, and a headphone jack]).

I'm so fucking angry! It's a cold anger (Wicked reference) that I don't know how to vent.

"I can't explain to you how I feel because it goes against (or threatens) the this I want! Let it die. Please"

.fuck.

I realized this morning that the only reason I'd been working out everyday was that I wanted someone to notice me. I wanted to be wanted. That didn't happen the way I'd hoped and now I've stopped working out. I know that I should keep doing it "for myself", but I know myself too well. I already like me, that motiviation doesn't work right now ( Read more... )