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Ho shit these songs are ABOUT me, and I love it. AFI still stands as the only thing I've ever related to.
SELF-PITY by AFI
I'm always short on cash and my mind is in the trash. I can't find a way to get my head out of my ass. I'm gettin' skinny as a bone 'cause I'm always stuck at home. I'm living my life all fucked up and alone. So once again, alone in my room, my only apparent future is my unhappy doom. So I just whine all the fucking time. I'm hooked bad on caffeine, unless I get it I'm mean. I can't remember last when I was chipper and clean. I'm going insane, all I do is complain. The only traits I show are depression and disdain. The girl I love is going away, there is no way that she'll stay. I don't know how I'm gonna live my life this way. Don't want to have to try, I'll just sit around and cry. Maybe, if I get lucky, I'll just fuckin' die.
FILE 13 by AFI
I sleep until there is no light. I'm wide awake all through the night. Dinner may suck but I'll take a bite, I do whatever I can. My muscles stiffen through the day. Discomfort never goes away. I feel like a garbage can. Throw me away, I've got no use. Throw me away, I'm nothing to lose. Throw me away, I feel like shit. I am useless. I know I know nothing at all. I'd take stand, but I know I'd fall. I'd run head-down into a wall and watch my blood run faster. Girls laugh and pass me on the street. I spook out everyone I meet. I've got pink toenails on my feet, I'm such a fucking master. I never seem to feel well. I always seem to look like hell. It seems like everyone can tell my mind is going numb. My mom thinks I wear women's clothes. I get dogged on at all the shows. It seems that everybody knows I look like a fucking bum.
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