*sigh* I don't understand this. I just....it's like, once I try, I'm fucking knocked down again. I was SO fucking happy today, I just woke up smiling, it was like my world had suddenly changed....and when I got home, my mom gave me terrible news. I can't say what it is. But my family is falling apart. It's like I don't even have a brother anymore ( Read more... )

I love how on hottopic.com, they ask you what your scene is, making kids think they're hot shit and that they belong to a scene, when in all actuality, they don't. Because they shop at hottpic.com. I was at hottpoic.com because I am looking for checker-print suspenders. And I cannot find them anywhere. And a checker-print hat. Because I break for ( Read more... )

I got really sick today, and I'm guessing it's from the tylenol/effexor/codeine I be takin ( Read more... )

So I fucking babysat last night, which was miserable and a half. I got 90 bucks for watching these two kids for 3 hours, eating a ton of chocolate, and sleeping until 1am when they finally came home drunk. My mom kept telling me we were going to breakfast and I'm like mom, no I wanna go home. And she's telling me how she wrestled this woman for a ( Read more... )

Eeek. Olivia just game me some startiling info, and I'm trying to recover. Ahhhhhhhh grossss ( Read more... )

Surgery went pretty good. The second I came out of it in recovery, I screamed cause of the pain, and all the nurses came rushing to me and they were like Whats wrong?! and I'm like "IT FUCKING HURTS!" so they gave me a ton of painkillers that knocked me out again. Three different people gave me a dose, my real nurse found out and she's like "Jesus ( Read more... )

You know, boys fucking confuse me. Like...ohh mann I don't even know ( Read more... )

I had a mildly good day. Right now I feel not all here cause I didn't sleep last night. I stayed up reading George Orwell's 1984. Yeah, I know thats pathetic. Random bouts of insomnia kill me. So now I'm totally wired and I feel like screaming or something. Or thrashing about wildly. Hahaha I'll go try skanking to Catch 22 up in my room ( Read more... )

GOD I had the worst fucking day ever!! I'm gonna fucking SHOOT Mr. Lupton AND Mr. Kempskie!!!! Fucking RETARDS. ARGHARWERDGGJKYUJRHAEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU ( Read more... )

( I wrote this a while ago and felt like posting it. )