have you ever wondered is this all there is to life?

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i am so fucking lame. heh, i got so frustrated at there being no adult league in danville, that late lastnight i emailed the "president" of the soccer club, asking as to why exactly there is not an adult league, and also asking about coaching. i got two replies today, one from the president himself, telling me that there is "a movement afoot right

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[xjessx]

I think you should definately go check out the team he wants you to help with. But don't make any committments so if you dont like it you donthave to keep going. Dont let the weirdness of just showing up not knowing anyone stop you, I do that alot and it doesnt get you anywhere.

I wanted to go to the high school and help out with the cross country and track teams but I didnt just for the reason you said... and I regret the shit out of it.

So go for it. Or come play volleyball. haha...

[nowayout]

yeah i think i am going to go, however i decided not to go tonight, im going to email him, and tell him ill go for a little while thursday night. that way he will be expecting me, and i wont just be showing up at some strange mans practice tonight. hah... but yeah i am very weird about showing up somewhere, and like all the attention being on me. i hate awkwardness. and i know that the first time i do go to their practice that it will be very awkward for me. i guess im just shy, in some ways. oh well, i guess i am going to go for it, and atleast give it a try. i mean if its really awkward chances are i wont go back to another practice. but hopefully after being there for a little bit, things will lighten up. thank you for your time, and i may still give the volley ball thing a try.

[home_grown_cl]

I think you're probably just nervous because it's been so long...go check it out, and if you don't like it don't go back. Give it at least a practice or two though to see what you think.

[nowayout]

yeah i am just nervous, i kinda have butterflies in my stomach... heh... really i have never played soccer with people i didnt already know. pretty much every team ive ever played on has been with people ive known like my whole life. my team growing up was kind of a team that was put together by a soccer club, consisting of the best players in the area... so we all kinda grew up together... and even all played on the same varsity high school team... so i guess i am just nervous, about having to prove myself to these people. that and the fact that im pretty shy in person already, so i dont know how i am going to be when i show up at a teams practice to help out, and there are like 20 girls and 2 coaches that i have never met in my life. i guess we'll see. i have decided that i am going to go, but i have to make myself, otherwise ill chicken out. and then id regret it im sure. <3<3

Hey Babe

[scabiesgonewild]

I think you should go for the soccer team! You know you want to. I saw in your eyes on the field playing around with Kipp that you want to. You just need to go with your gut. Don't let anything or Anyone! influence you otherwise. Maybe coaching isn't the best thing to do since you worry to much. Playing for a team would be awesome though. I'll come to your games. As for Travis, things have changed alot. I mean he used to kinda live here like you before he met Jessica. But to me he is the same old Travis I don't feel awkward when he is around. Maybe its has to do with I've known Travis for years. You get to know him one year and the next he is gone. I can see that being different for you than I. No shows you are looking forward to? Del the Funky Homosapien is at the cat's cradle oct.4. Lets also not forget about Gorky's Zygotic Mynci. Whoever they are? Oh and the Big! news TWIZTID! Woo Woo Juggalo 4 life! Nov.30th Krazzy B will B in attendance. Well I'm getting off the computer now. love you. *MWA* mike

Re: Hey Babe

[nowayout]

i am definently going to play for the adult league, if it actually happens that is... you'll have to be my cheerleader. haha... actually im sure you would be bored to death going to my soccer games. but you have to, seeing as you are my... my...(makes eye contact) boyfriend. haha sorry i had to throw that in, even though it actually does makes sense when i say it. ... i guess i will start going to the u-17 girls practice. i need to get back in shape anyways. and i need something to do with some of my time anyways. ...and the whole travis thing, its very weird to me... he was just like always there, no matter if i wanted him there or not. haha... but now its like you have visitation of travis, you see him a few times a week for a set amount of time. and maybe just maybe if jessica has something else to do, travis might come over and get drunk with you... and i think i have decided that next time i see Krazzy B, i just might have to flick my tongue at him, seeing as he did so to me. and as for twiztid, we should go to that... just to