i hate how i get so sick of listening to the same bands over and over... i mean its only natural to occasionally get tired of things. and the thing that i hate the most is, i seriously have a very hard time actually finding "new" bands that i like. maybe im too picky when it comes to music? ha i dont know, its like i dont like them because they ( Read more... )

wow, well i just realized that i apparently have had this journal, for almost four years now. boy how time does fly. so much has happened in those four years. my life is completely different from how i expected it to be. dont get me wrong... im not saying i am not happy with my life now, i am just saying, i didnt really predict i would be where i ( Read more... )

everyone is doing it, so i decided 'hey why not?'

----> driveonhighways i have made my first photo livejournal entry... at first i was like, i will never have a photojournal, they are sooo lame, and trendy. but then i realized that i need a place to post pictures, instead of this journal... simply to be courteous to those of you who have no intrest in viewing ( Read more... )

gone to georgia until sunday <3

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...put it to use.

tonight was a very strange night. and after extensive thought i realize that i did overreact to alot of things that i probably should not have, and generally would not have... and i also came to realize that, no matter what i think, no matter what i do, i will never truly be forgiven for mistakes made in the past... people say forgive and forget ( Read more... )

please tell me what is wrong with me. really, i can take it. okay, no i cant. but seriously, why cant i sleep?!? recently i find it easier and easier to go with little to no sleep, and that my friend is not cool. night before last, i didnt sleep any, then i had to take my brothers friend to school, and once i returned home, i still was not sleepy, ( Read more... )

i just received a call from a company titled "prime time casting"... according to them, they have various productions in the area, and are looking for extras... and some how, they said they were locally given my name... which is weird... i dont really understand who or why someone would of given them my name... but when the guy called he knew my ( Read more... )

long time, no update, i do apologize ( Read more... )

today could possibly be one of the worst days of my life.

my grandfather received a phone call this afternoon, from the doctor he went to last week, due to his pneumonia, letting him know that they found a mass on his right lung. a fucking mass. how is this even fucking possible?! how could they not of already seen this?! he has had pneumonia ( Read more... )

my mom works with retards, basically her job is to hangout with various "individuals", on a daily basis, and do things such as take them to lunch, go to the mall, go bowling... whatever they want to do to get out of the house... anyways, so she just brought one of them home for lunch, Ryan, and he told me i look like britney spears, which ( Read more... )