irony pie?

i think it's kinda funny (and by funny, i don't mean i'm laughing, more like i'm not yet crying) that at one of the lowest points in my person life.
my professional life, as it would be, is taking off.

"De corde exeunt cogitationes malae."
- from out of the heart proceed evil thoughts. Matthew 15.19

this is lame, but i'm bored
( survey procrastination )

today I tried to stop taking my pain meds. this resulted is me passing out, when i woke up I took three. Now i feel okay. i'm not happy, i'm at that peasant state of being where i am as leaf.
the cover of my bed is gone, tonight we sleep with blue.

this weekend is my birthday. i'd planned on having a birthday party but i can't get out of work on saturday which means i get to get up at 5am. welcome to being an adult.

hey man, keep your shoes on tight. pull up your pants and kick it to the street.
break even with the tam-man and find something to love.
take up with the dogs and sniff around that unknown corner.
just run with it, maybe you'll change this city.

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