There's something that I can't quite explain ( Read more... )

Every town has a diner ( Read more... )

Well, it has. I won't lie. My doctors are being stupid, and have now forbidden me to go on the church retreat this weekend. Also, all strenuous activity, like my prefered sport of Ultimate Frisbee, is now off. Also, with the likely possibility that I'll have to leave Delta State, I'm having a really bad day. Lets just hope it goes away.

Hate Me by Blue October ( Read more... )

Some things never come at you straight. They come at you sideways, hit in a blind spot, and send you reeling to the floor. Thats why this tactic has been prefered by fighters for centuries. If only I was only talking of fighting, it would be something I could understand, something I could not question ( Read more... )

50 ODD Things ( Read more... )

Yes, I'm confused, and I'm unsure of what to do. I think my life has been going great for the past month or so, but I am wondering if I have the courage to go through with what I'm about to do. Its the only section of my life where I have ever faltered so horribly, and I'm afraid of the consequences of failing again. I don't want to, but I'm ( Read more... )

Well, seems lifes gonna blow up on me. As much as I enjoy living, seems like someone might be out to get me. But its all good. I went to the hospital last night, for the same reason as Saturday. I've been refered to a bunch of neurologists, so they can figure out something the normal hospitaly doctors can't. I don't want ya'll to worry though ( Read more... )

I think I've scared myself. After my experience at the hospital Saturday night, which carried into the following morning, I think I've disturbed myself more than I ever have. I wasn't scared. Well, I was, but not in the way I should of been. Even though I was there for a possible heart attack, it didn't bother me that much. The only thing I ( Read more... )

Its slipping, slowly, surely from my hands. I finally got a little sleep last night, only to have it interupted by a dream. I woke up startled, wondering if these thoughts that haunt my days will ever leave. I rolled over and stepped off, only to have my leg completely go out from under me. I wonder if this is my punishment, my torture for what ( Read more... )