i know i think about the movie big fish a lot..

but i remember the idea that..

a goldfish can only grow as big as its container. and if you put it into larger water it can almost triple its original size.

i think that's what i'm going through. on all levels.

it's pretty darn early. i'm not quite sure why i'm up now. my body didnt feel like sleeping.

i'm pretty sure i had a nightmare about next week. i'm trying to mentally prepare myself. i <3 homecoming but homecoming week could possibly kill me. a girl can only survive it so many times. however, i am going costume shopping today- which is sweet ( Read more... )

i had a great talk with my mom this morning over lunch. it was about what i want to do ( Read more... )

i was watching big fish the other day, and i really loved something it said ( Read more... )

Fact: Less than 75% of Americans are registered to vote ( Read more... )

i had a cold today..

i'm sorry if you had to talk to me today. i was a bitch. i hate it how i know when i'm being mean and i just cant control it. i completely hate myself and how i'm so distracted all the time. i wouldnt want to be my own friend. i want to just be nice. i'm sorry if i wasn't.

damn. now off to work. <3

lets recap, since i'm been neglecting to update ( Read more... )

i feel happy.

it's amazing how one-dimensional my life has become recently.

i've been so busy that i forgot to have time for emotions. school. homework. cook. clean. work. no friend time. i've been so focused that i've forgotten to look around.

i want to feel life. not just live it.
<3

This year will test me. i can see it already.
and this year will break me. without a doubt.
unless i rely on Him.

so that's my plan. <3