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[nowimlosted]

Alright. So here's a real update.

1.  Today is May 1st, which means. That theres 26 days left until schools over. 20 actual school days.
   
2.  I'm thinking about getting rid of all of my friends. Yes I know SHOCKING. But I think its time for a change. Especially because I have seem to been dropping "friends" like people should be dropping bad

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[mightymouse7]

i'll be your friend ashley, :-D

[nowimlosted]

that picture goes perfect with that sentance.

hi there

[mightymouse7]

lol this is randy i just blew out the whole anonymous thing isnt that great? lol i thought so, anywhom if your a lesbo ill still abuse you lol i love 2 much to not do that. and about the whole friends thing, we had this convo and more power to ya i actually think im going 2 do the same thing except without the whole home schooled thing, i have people at school just not anyone besides u to hang out with over the weekends, anyway. my dad almost walked in on me wacking off dude, i was flipping out and i still had a fucking boner isnt that wierd? just thought i should post that. well im leaving now. later

Re: hi there

[nowimlosted]

Thata flippin weird. Just like right now he walked in on you?

[tiedwithpearls]

why are you so bitter? i thought things were looking up.

[nowimlosted]

Bitter? I'm the bitter one? You've been closing your eyes. What got good? Things are still the same exact way they where before. STOP LYING TO YOURSELF.

[tiedwithpearls]

i might be lying to myself, but at least i'm optimistic. you're too pesimistic and bitter to let things look up. i thought things were getting okay again, that we could start hanging out, that we could get close again, but you just think things change over night... they don't. it takes time, ashlea, and i love you and i'm going to keep trying. i know you don't even want us as friends but i want you as a friend.. i'm not giving up.

[nowimlosted]

Its seems as though your moving on, and you want to know what, you seem to have chosen. Your always with alex and evy and everyone else over the weeknds. You don't invite me and I could care less honesty, because I don't want to be apart of that. You dont make efforts im apart of me being your last resort & you show that. So you havent been trying. You havent been for the longest time. & so what if I'm negative, and bitter, & cant be a positive person like you. BELIEVE me sweetheart I know this shit doesnt get "better" or "go back to normal" over night. But everything did change over night. You should stop. Things havent and arent getting better. So what-the fuck-ever. Leave me alone. I'm a big girl amy. I can fend for myself & I'm actually quite happy. I don't need you as a friend. I have my own. & I'm content.

[i_heart_u89]

whoa...i had such a good time being with you last weekend, wtf happened...

[nowimlosted]

one night. out of one week. Since like months. DOESNT MAKE EVERYTHING PERFECT.

[i_heart_u89]

well it was a start....i asked you to call me a few days back -- that never happened. So I really hope you don't think you're innocent here.

[nowimlosted]

I called you twodays ago. I even left a message on your house. Dont even.

& I never said I was fucking innocent.

[deprezzedpoet]

AshleA Licata I ♥ you. Life goes on....and if you're a lesbian, MORE POWER TO YOU!!!!!!

[nowimlosted]

haha. thanks?

[likeomgnoooway]

Don't let these people get you down ash. I mean, they can try and blame you for shit and yell at you and hate you, but remember, its your life. No one can have any clue about what its like to live your life except for you. Live life how you want. Make new friends. We never hang out. I'm more of an "aquitance"sp. Hope things look better. Homeschooling is awesome.

[nowimlosted]

I know I miss you. Whatever happened to you moving down here? man. That would be awesome. Were moving. I dunno where to, or when exactly.

Thanks AJ. :)

♥

[undecidedgirl04]

Uh... you guys should totally move to Lake Mary and then you me and AJ can be the "Fearless thressome!"

Mwhahahaha! :P

[nowimlosted]

Where moving soon. But I think its more towards Metro West which is more of an opposite direction. haha. We'll see. :)