a ridiculous feeling of jealousy is not enough to ruin my day.

who cares, anyway? i don't. i don't. i don't.

( i won't be sleeping tonight. )

because gas was $1.52 at wal-mart today, i spent the last of my paycheck.

i am not finished shopping for christmas. i've still got to buy lauren her present. heh. but! tonight at work, i scored "highly effective" on my productivity. maybe i'll get more hours. i hope i get more hours.

i cannot understand racism anymore.

in fact, i am disgusted by it.

especially disgusted by people like ikeman88how you could despise "dark skin colors" and "selfishness" at the same time without being called a fucking hypocrite is beyond me ( Read more... )

last night was soo fucking good. wow.

dance party.just the highlights ( Read more... )

i
am
so
fucking
excited
about
tomorrow
night.

the end.

you know ( Read more... )

so, tonight i made out with a cute boy in the "secret hallway" of the mall.

i'll say that it was an experience i will never forget.

however, it did make me late for my study date with lauren. i feel bad.. but neither of us wanted to do geometry. fuccck geometry.

for the first time in my life, i cut my own hair to fit another style.

i like it a lot better than i did. now lets hope that this doesn't become an every-week thing.

realistic college plans.
i <3 lauren.

but i think i hate my hair.
pictures soon.