i hate feeling like i can't talk about things, or that i can't be honest about things. blah.

ps. happy birthday.

before i go to bed...

i saw heather today. and it made me really, really happy. we had a good hug.
<3 heather <3 ( Read more... )

excepts from the quotable sarah meskin.

"my head is like a sphere!"

"it tastes like burning!"

"do you know how much that equals in BIG twizzlers?"

"if this tastes like christmas, then christmas tastes bad"

note: sarah is flying high on benadryl and goldschalger.

ellen is dr. phil for halloween. amazing.
if she weren't a lesbian and i weren't gay
and if she weren't 45 and i weren't 20
and if she didn't wear manlier pants than me whoa...
watch out.

sometimes i think people post in invisible text. that clears up a lot of things, doesn't it?

jesus christ...

someone needs to put a bullet in kelly ripa's head

ahhh. the crazy over-protective boyfriend strikes again! i think i have to point out the fact that my over-protectiveness doesn't stem from me thinking outside forces are ready and waiting to take my boyfriend captive, it's because of my own insecurities. i feel like if i hold on to him tighter, he'll never run away. and he won't without me holding ( Read more... )

i can't sleep. i'm a bit too tired to listen to music, so i'm hoping this typing will bring on a wave of exhaustion. yeah, me and ryan made a livejournal community. it's called suicide_boys. it's basically for um... guys who like to take their clothes off. if you're on my friends list, and there is a little slut growling at the back of your throat, dying to ( Read more... )

first it has been noted and documented that ryan tries to destroy her. this should not be, as she is both amazing and adorable ( Read more... )

AS I WAS SAYING EARLIER BEFORE THOSE COMMENTS INTERRUPTED ME ( Read more... )