so i havent been on in a long time. working like usual. i went to see bryan wed-sat. he was in oklahoma for boot camp and he graduated friday from boot camp. i stayed with his family the whole time and got to know them. they are great for the most part. i missed him like crazy. but now he's in texas for medic training until september. the first few ( Read more... )

so its been going the same around here. work with lil play. boring. peace!

march 19th-2 month anniversary with Bryan... my longest relationship
march 21st-1 month Bryan has been gone to boot camp.
-cant go to school until next spring bc of tutition.
-got pulled over tonight for going 52 in a 40. only got a warning

so ive been getting letters from bryan while hes been away and i thought id just share one of them with you. and im sorry for the mistakes but im typing it how he wrote it hehe ( Read more... )

i came here to write something but damned to hell if i got here and forgot it. talk about a fucked up head... anyways i worked today and it was great... talked to bryan and hes doing good. he starts actual boot camp wednesday. i miss the pecker. sometimes i think we are going to be together for a long time. other times i get unhappy and i think he ( Read more... )

i dont get on the computer anymore. oh well. i applied for school sunday. gotta send in a few more things until its final. bryan left and has been writing. i actually got to talk to him tonight. he doesnt actually start boot camp until the 8th and he might be able to come home between boot camp and career training. i cant wait until he gets back bc ( Read more... )

so i took a test sunday morning and it said i wasnt pregnant. then last night at the movies i could have sworn i started my period but i got home and nope... nothing. damnit. so yeah. im not pregnant. im just missing my period. hmm. fun right?. today is bryans last day and its noon and i havent seen him since thursday. and he has strep throat. shit ( Read more... )

im overweight and unhappy about life. my hair getting long and it bothers me. my lip ring is getting on my nerves. i went to work at 8 this morning, unloaded a truck and portioned meat. firehouse is great... 'bullshit'. bryan left for tennesse today to go skiing with his family. he should be back late sunday night. which fucking sucks because ( Read more... )

the 19th will be a month for me and bryan. im happy. but sad at the same time. hes leaving at 5:30 am on tuesday the 21st for boot camp for 10 weeks in okalhoma then career trainning in texas until septemeber. 6 months without him. i might be pregnant. i dunno. we will see. i doubt i am. but i think i might be. whatever. i guess thats what i get ( Read more... )

i love these ppl. but sometimes they suck. smoking has become a new hobby of mine. i know i always said it wouldnt but it has. just the other day me steven and bryan were out on stevens balcony smoking a bowl. if i start dating bryan im screwed. ill be stoned everyday until he leaves for basic training. and when he leaves i wont be screwed... hah ( Read more... )