Sometimes we do certain things just to try and make ourselves feel better for a moment. To hide from the reality of the pain we feel or cause. and maybe to just have fun and try to forget. Anybody who has ever been alive can understand and relate to that. and the fact that we never truly understand ourselves either. we are forever changing. and you are not alone. Perhaps there is a place that you fit, perhaps not. but I know for a fact that there is someone that fits with you. dont let him go.
I know its hard to understand the simple answer, Why? And i wish i could tell you why our loved ones are taken from us. After Malini died i never thought i would meet anyone like her again and would never have a best friend and then i met you, that same year. You moved away and i felt like you left me too. Then Ben died and i felt alone again and was angry, really angry at God and at everything because everyone i got close to was taken from me. Then you moved back to SD and built me from the ground up. You rescued me. Keep your head up love, and keep your eyes wide open for your rescue. People are put in our lives like stars, they shine so bright for a while then they have to leave us, but the change they make in us last forever. I love you Ger. And am always here in heart and spirit. Keep your chin up "solder girl who spins my head around shes so far away".
Comments 2
Reply
And i wish i could tell you why our loved ones are taken from us. After Malini died i never thought i would meet anyone like her again and would never have a best friend and then i met you, that same year. You moved away and i felt like you left me too.
Then Ben died and i felt alone again and was angry, really angry at God and at everything because everyone i got close to was taken from me. Then you moved back to SD and built me from the ground up. You rescued me.
Keep your head up love, and keep your eyes wide open for your rescue.
People are put in our lives like stars, they shine so bright for a while then they have to leave us, but the change they make in us last forever.
I love you Ger. And am always here in heart and spirit. Keep your chin up "solder girl who spins my head around shes so far away".
Reply
Leave a comment