i can't feel my face today. don't ask why. i probably won't tell you. just let be known that everything special in my life is taken away at some point. so if i tell that something we have is special... be afraid
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"like i really miss "love", but i don't want to risk putting myself on the line again to be fucked up again for a year and a 1/2 and then still throw up and not eat for days when you hear things about watch she's doing with someone else NOW. god this is worthless."
it's amazing how frequently these kids who've never been stabbed in the heart with a burning hot dagger called "love" will give their hearts away to the person they're dating. i'd like to think they just dont know what love means exactly and they really just like whomever it is they're with for the week. but i have a funny feeling that it's much worse than that. i guess everybody has to get burned one time or another before they finally put their heart under lock and key.
brothers dont break up <3 we can rest assured in that. sneakXattack mig.
jk lol, and i don't mean that in the literal senseasparaguspluApril 28 2003, 19:00:10 UTC
oh, hello. YOU SUCK! oh, no, i'm just fibbing. HA HA! if you wanna have your cake and eat it too... and if you wanna have people watch you eat it... go ahead! your mom! bye~theGash
hmm. i don't think i know how to be in "love". its just one of those things. the word has no meaning to me. it doesn't remind me of butterflies in my stomach, or fireworks lighting up the sky. its just pain. i don't think it will ever change. especially when the one you "loved" has taken advantage of you in more ways than you can possibly imagine. love is just another word in the english language. it will never be a genuine emotion. not to me at least. i'm sure you will get more comments similar to this one. sorry for sounding so bitter. its been a shitty day.
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I still have your bracelet from forever ago.
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it's amazing how frequently these kids who've never been stabbed in the heart with a burning hot dagger called "love" will give their hearts away to the person they're dating. i'd like to think they just dont know what love means exactly and they really just like whomever it is they're with for the week. but i have a funny feeling that it's much worse than that. i guess everybody has to get burned one time or another before they finally put their heart under lock and key.
brothers dont break up <3 we can rest assured in that.
sneakXattack mig.
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'til then we should cuddle up and watch movies in your new apt! =o)
xxxooo
giz
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