In case anyone wonders where I went, not that I write anyway, I need to not use Live Journal because reading all sorts of angsty things written about me by people I care about really just doesn't improve my day. I'm happy right now, I'm starting a new relationship with someone who I really care about and am excited to be with, and I can only say I' ( Read more... )

There's been a big misunderstanding. It isn't that I haven't loved. It's not that I've been false in my emotions. It isn't that I never told you and it isn't that I lied. This is what I claim: to have been unsure, to have been hasty, to have failed to think, to have tried to spare your emotions, to have been selfish, to have been young, to have ( Read more... )

The low, rumbling throatiness of her cello feels like the deepest vibration of a persistent peaked desire, trembling on the edge of bursting apart, losing its solidarity, splitting into its peaks and valleys, coming undone, unstrung, unwhole and caving in half to its moans in one breath and its song in another. But her notes never break, and her ( Read more... )

"When the going gets weird, the weird turn pro."
- Hunter S. Thompson, July 18, 1937 - February 20, 2005

It takes a sweet little bullet
From a pretty blue gun
To put those scarlet ribbons in your hair
- Tom Waits

There are only a few things I can think of happening that would make me happier than I am now. And for that I am thankful.

I've kissed someone:

on the cheek
on the lips.
on their hands or fingers.
in my room.
in their room.
of the same sex.
of the opposite sex.
younger than me.
older than me.
with jet black hair
with gray hair.
with curly hair.
with blonde hair & blue eyes.
with flaming red hair.
shorter than me
taller than me.
with a lip ring.
with a tounge ring.
who was drunk.
who was ( Read more... )

Well I'm back... and I think it's ok because things are comfortable, but the whole family dynamic is different. I'm not getting yelled at... and conversations are on a different level. Not to mention it's sunny and gorgeous and warm. I love how I get to come home to California. But I miss people... and that's no good. Not in the plan, not in the ( Read more... )

I had the strangest dream about Joel last night... Odd as fuck. Apparently in my dream he had been in love with me for a really long time, and then there was this giant problematic confessing of mutual love-ness that made up the majority of what I can remember. Why? Who the fuck knows. And this while I was most definitely curled up in bed and not ( Read more... )

Oh love is better than chocolate
Everyone here knows how to cry
It’s a long way down
It’s a long way down
It’s a long way down to the place
Where we started from...

With ellipses, and no periods.

NOT ALLOWED to conceed election until YOU FUCKING LOSE! Not before, not during, and certainly not until every vote gets counted!
AAAARGGGHHH!!!!!!!