our situations seem different to me because my parents are causing me to remain in an environment that is their personal warzone where i am a peacekeeper and yet for years have used my heart as a weapon against each other... but i am getting control over that now and i would have to say that at least at the moment your situation is definitely worse. i can't tell for sure but it seems like your mum is trying to control you with threats and punish you for things that are hard for you to control. maybe she doesn't understand just how hard these things are for you to control
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i haven't had a drink in over 2 months and i'm afraid of it. i am afraid of its distorting effects on my emotions, that it will complicate my emotions and do things to them that i can't understand. i'm afraid that it will change the emotions so i don't know how much of them are really mine anymore or if they just belong to alcohol. i know that alcohol makes me cry, when i would not have felt like crying at all without it. i hope this is not overshare.
i can't think of anything else at the moment. lots of hugs and a care package including a unicorn with a dildo on his forehead. xoxoxox
you're absolutely right, of course, about the car being a horrible place for arguments and the right a person should have to have an exit or some way to extricate themselves from a "very blaming" speech or some such thing
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i can't think of anything else at the moment. lots of hugs and a care package including a unicorn with a dildo on his forehead. xoxoxox
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